Ever had a dream, only to realize that it's unobtainable, and that you're working hard for absolutely no reason, beacuse it's NEVER going to happen? But then, at the same time, you want it so badly that it nearly kills you to think that you might not reach it? And while you're trying to make this impossible dream come true, you've found that it's become a part of you, and that you can't let it go, no matter what happens?

It kind sucks doesn't it?

I feel like I'm just being dragged out to sea, and the tide's too strong for me to get back on track to where I want to be... I don't really see any point in fighting sometimes, but then, other times... I feel like it's so possible that I could take on the world and win. It's amazing how fast things can topple... But then again, it's so easy to get to where you want to be if you just try.

Ugh.

Why does my dream have to be so goddam far away?

Anyway, enough of that. I just really needed to rant to someone about that - not that anyone really reads journals anyway. Your thoughts on this would be greatly appreciated though... -___-' I'm so pathetic.

Blah. Anyone up for a contest? I actually have a good theme this time, don't worry. XD There would be 1st, 2nd, 3rd, 4th and 5th places, just to give people a better chance of winning... And if you don't - don't worry about it - I might just draw you something anyway. <3
The theme this time would be something canine, or at least somewhat canine, just in case you were wondering... And I think a lot of you watch me because you're into dogs and wolves and such. XD
Anyway, if you're even MILDLY interested in joining, please, please, PLEASE comment.

I'll ask you all to forgive me for not uploading anything good in a while. I'm just finishing up my second round of elemental wolves, so I'll get them up when I finish.

Also, if you have a youtube account, my video groups could really use some subscribers, or even just some nice comments... -___-' We're really quite lonely.
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~~Shadie